The Banality of Comfort and Love in the kingdom of self
When existence has no substance, does it exist at all?
Of course we can argue that space exists, and for years we thought it was a complete vacuum – a sort of nonexistence; a place reduced to absolute nothing-ness; empty, null — vast, and void.
And then our Astronauts described its scent.
Nothingness appears in the mind’s eye only and yet presenting with it an odor.
How utterly feeble to exist only perceived in a vast array of unknown by a single sense locked in plain sight but available only to the traveler’s nostril.
One of bacon, rotten eggs and gun powder.
So let’s talk about what is left in the wake of those who choose the paths of destruction, or that of philosophy based in an empty void.
The mentality is a simple one, and its allure, grand. It can be reduced to a phrase open to much speculation on its nature as a profane; an outcast with potential origins in stoicism, Buddism and Taoism.
Embrace the Suck
–Historynet
Ross Perot comedically used the concept in his less-than-laughable bid for the Presidency in which he described yielding to globalist and collectivist mentality (in the form of NAFTA) as leaving in its wake a “giant sucking sound“.
Ah, nature does love a vacuum. Until it realizes there is no deodorant for the void suckering it in. It is the culmination of devotion to the nothing, ripping it apart to true nothingness as if by the grand maul force of a mega-black hole of self-aggrandizement, absorbing substance, odor (and even light) in its putrid embrace of only its own gnarled and bony rib cage and prison over which that same self is warden.
Now there is nature’s deodorizer…the absolute vacuum.
You know for me, nothingness leaves a sense of despair, and not hope.
It is embracing the wind. It’s playing air guitar. It’s just silly and ridiculous and leads to and yields — nothing. Like the result of a child lost forever in fantasy and never growing up to the glory of adulthood.
I choose not to embrace the vapor, but rather to embrace what is real. What is absolute. What can be defined in real terms, and not those utterly of one’s own imagination.
It is a form of nihilism to “embrace the suck”.
The adversity will always exist, with or without yielding to the void.
Even in the depths of the black hole, that force exists.
In living, death is constantly ripping at the cells that make the physical you, whole and alive.
But consider this.
What is life without a perception of it? And that comes not from the physical, but rather what is perceived (not contrived) in the mind and soul.
There is the “unconscious” mind as it is so often defined – the one that keeps the physical clock ticking.
If its counter-part, the conscious mind, were to be cast into naught, until its end of days the unconscious mind would keep the living matter alive.
But can that solitary existence be defined as life?
It is as empty of thought as the odoriferous void, incapable of anything but mere and ill-perceived (if at all), existence.
Tangible, yes, but existing? Only in form. Only to a single sense, and not to a whole. If at all, trapped in an absolute cell of self.
Like the “vapor” of the void, only apparent to the olfactory nerve most often used to seek sustenance for an otherwise dwindling life. It is not whole in its existence, and worse, it has no self-perception…no self-esteem. It only provides self-sustenance.
It is the scorned and confused little girl shooting up an enclave of Christians because she refuses to accept what is real, and what is absolute. Those physical attributes that at least to the outside observer defines that blob of cells having no conscious sense of being, existence or even configuration.
It is the stalwart who abandons unbounded logic and unfettered reason and in the end embraces the singular prison of self-love alone (of what use is it when you can love no one else?).
Embracing the suck leads to this utter sense of a self-conceptualized perfect being.
It is the “religious” who in vane hegemony abandon the embracing of God (the “all” in the Almighty), for some insignificant sliver of His overall creation. Putting the self over the all.
Choosing these vainglorious paths of self-definition, rather than to abandon all and allow this God and His universe to cast that lot and to make that definition for you is surrendering to the Dark Lord of the Underworld.
It is to put oneself above God who would elevate and liberate you, and beneath a fallen god who would unmercifully suffocate you by the gravitas of his own self love.
To say you are more capable of the definition than is He who created it, and making that assertion with limited sense, and sensibility that inevitably yields from such a narrow and selfish definition is profanity extraordinaire.
It is an absolute yield to self, and to that giant suck you become when bracing it.
So have at your void.
As for me, I will take the all that is so freely offered.
While you grasp at molecules of the ether, I will stretch mine arms to the expanse of the infinity.
You may yearn for the gross-heavy mass of self-determination , but I will kneel for the easy yoke and light burden of that which creates something from nothing, rather than that converse to which you relegate self on pyres of pathos and the arrogance of a self now abandoned.
Yours is the way of the suck. Of the great void. Of utter destruction, and annihilation of both self and soul.
The true symbol of this “movement” is not that of light refracted in brilliant color, or better in searing white light but rather that curved tube of blackness that absorbs all in a voracious and glutenous gulping of all that is, and ever will be. It is the culmination and marriage of all black holes in the universe into one giant suck.
But at least it will have a smell.
And on all counts the smell of death; dead pigs (a legion, no doubt), dead and rotting precursors to life (eggs – kill them before they hatch), and that fury-powder that delivers a kinetic death punch in massive numbers (gunpowder).
How fitting a symbol for those who choose the path of self-definition that yields destruction to nothingness; for down its gullet lie the very origins of existence – “void, and without form”.
That odor is of a quadrillion universe historically waxing and waning on a colossal mobius of infinite time. It is the place of sentience. The soil of the forbidden fruit and then sentience that comes when transitioning from a blob of cells to a self-aware, albeit disobedient being with knowledge of good and evil.
There is only one decency in that deep. The one good. It is that spirit of God that moves upon the face of those troubled waters. Sentience itself (and yes, self-determination) exists only in that God-provided light.
Fidelity and true definition through the perception of all senses exist only in that light. All else is a quiet, blind, unsavory and unfeeling smell of corruption and of death.
So you go, boy. Embrace that nothingness, that immortal suck, that snare of absolute corruption yet false sweet cologne of anything real other than death.
As for me and my house, we will turn to the light and the life.